"Anakin, you're breakin my heart. . . "

"________, you're breakin my heart. . . ."
i feel like i'm fighting a losing battle with myself. i told myself maybe it was my high expectations, my past experiences, my exes....but now i realised ther is just no more excuses anymore. its you.

"No matter how hard the wind blows, the mountain cannot bow down to it...."
i will not make u bow from now on.
if you wun make the first move, i wun do anything.
i've had enough.

i have no idea why i was so emo today.
actually i was so happy the wholeday.
the DANCEexco did up the notice board today! (:
i'll bet its the BEST noticeboard in yj la. its freakin 3D for crying out loud!!! (:
den we did the cheoro for expresso. (: i'm so proud of the exco+sharon. (:
its definitely a hard piece. but we DID it!! (:
i dint even mind the LONGjourney to queensway in our ridiculous outfits and shopping with my darlinhuiying. (:
we make a GREATTEAM together!! (: with our lousy similiar *ahems*!

it was only when i realised u werent around and how much i absolutely missed u, then the day turned around.
and it collapsed with your resounding silence.
now its time for your encore.
and its when i leave, right out the f***ing door.