MY DREAM.

and i think it was my most marvelous dream yet.
it was of YOU.

i dreamt i was with my family. we were bbq-ing. sumwher near khatib mrt basketball court. it was in the evening. we had alot of fun.

den we saw a liondance/acorbats kinda performance at the bbal court. ther was a HUGE tent there. guys were using poles to jump around and it looked impressive. haha. meiqin was ther! cos i rember she running with me over to ther to watch.

we ran and ran. there was a huge longkang so we had to run very far to cross to the opposite side. den i was with my brother. we saw sumone in front of us wearing tkd clothes den i rembered we skipped tkd. and i rember seeing the time to be 8.3o. where got tkd so late de?? and the person was wearing a GOLD colour belt. damn wher can i get one of those??

anyway we had to run again back to the tent. it was a long run, the longkang appeared again and we past a gate that leads to a park. the park is important cos it appeared later again.

i had to run up a slope and down a horrendous one.
den wen i reach i rember i was with my second aunt. i was talkin to the lion ppl guys who were takin a break at the side of the tent which happens to be a coffee shop. den i asked when was their performance and if they knew you.

it was christmas day in my dreams so by right you were suppose to be performing or sumtink like that. den i saw junren**! in lion dance clothes no far away from me. he is the guy that i liked alot in pri sch(even now cos he is still so cute and blur!). embarrassing i noe!

den they said u were not ther. chrestfallen i left. den when i was talkin i rember my second aunt lifted me up and i did a ballet pose. den i was with my maid le. she and i jumped out of the coffee shop becos ther were stains on the floor and i had no shoes.

den ther was a huge walkway that slope downwards before me. i sat down and push myself to slide down. i rember old ppl watching me. i was like super happy la, cos the floor seem to have turned into a gigantic side.

den halfway i rember the lion dance guys were running after me. junren was leadin them. and they caught up. and some of them turned out to be my primary school mates. i saw raynard, kenneth, dora. kang..

den i dint want them to follw me so i climbed a overhead bridge. but it was those out of george of the jungle that kind and reminded me of climbing ang kor wat in cambodia.
den junren came after me said he cud climb better den me. WTF. den i rember kenneth and raynard messing with the bridge that cos the part we are climbing to move as if like the hogwarts stairs kinda of thing. but when i say i was goin to fall soon, flashbacks of how i dislocated my left arm in primary school came back to me.
den i climb down the bridge and reckon i shud just run back.

now we are at the gate of the garden. and ALOT of the liondance ppl were ther. one of them said to me, whilst facing into the park, there one girl that noe where YOU are. den he pointed to which girl. it turned out to be a girl with a long ponytail, beautiful body wearing those sports bra and trackpants running in the park. okay fine, she has a goodbody so she can wear like this but does she have to show off how tall she is?!

the tracks were like the circle ones with the playground in yishun park. he said that said was a ballet dancer and she was really good. but most importly is that she knew wher u are. i ran after her.

she was running super fast and she suddenly stop at the first table which turned out to be the first of a LONG stretch of tables and ppl bbq-ing. i ran but overshot and stop at the third. den at the second table i saw claudia! she was bbq-ing with her band ppl. i kissed her and called her mummy and ran back to the first table to find the ballet girl.

at the table i saw this girl from cambodia. thidya, if i spelled correctly she was from the lower class and she was one of those crying before anyone did when we left. i was talking to the group and there seemed to be only 4 ppl there. i rembered two babies sitting ther and i sung to them. den i rember talking to thidya in khmai and her friends and flashbacks of cambodia flashed in my head. den i went to talk to the ballet dancer.

she was beautiful la. huge eyes and all.
at first she dint say wher you are. den i had to grab her by the shoulders and shook her. i rember her name was sokhoon in my dreams. den she said on the last day u contacted me, u said to her u were leaving for korea. and u are back but at kembagan for your liondance.

i cant rembered what happen after that but i noe i was with junren and i cried.

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i woke up crying to myself.
sumhow no matter how random this dream was, its like sumone up ther is trying to tell me sumtink.

i'm always lookin for you but u always are too far away,
mayb i shud just give up lookin, becos all i see is an empty space.

(thers sumone up ther trying to make my feeling sway,
and i think its working becos now all i can think abt is GRACE!)
a stupid attempt to rhyme. (:

i woke up at 7.33am on boxing day to typed this stupid dream down before i forget it and strangely i rembered. (: time to make breakfast! (:

cheerios!
(girls, i need u guys now. desperately)