okay...people know.
they know too much and all the wrong people know about it.
THAT SUCKS. (so much)
i nvr truly understand the gravity of the issue til now.....
and i was at first ok with it, i was numb at first....but now i'm hurt. i dun wan people to noe. i wan it to be special. i wan it to be just us.

i noe i said i'm fine with evrything but truthfully, i hate this publicity. ):

i dun wan it to ruin evrything. i dun wan it to ruin something that is so fragile stil. i dun wan to lose something i wanted for so long. ):

anyway i promised to blog abt cambodia. (:
so here goes.

cambodia was GREAT.
like really great.
it was so heartwarming and real.

i loved teaching the people there. especially my first dance "students". (:
i especially love the kids at the dumpsite and the learning centre.
they are all so precious and i seriously was so tempted to steal all of them and bring them home!!! (:

but now the trip, i tot of myself mayb a little too bitchy at times and i apologise. (:

the trip gave me a family that i love sososo much. (: all the gors, mummy and daddy that took really good care of me. (:

this is my family. (:
and i'm missing them already.


if u judge someone, you wil not have the time to love them.
so dun judge, just love.