faciliation on thursday.
enough of the falsefront.
i didnt get to say what i wanted to say.
i very much wanted to, but i had to go... ):


how has my life changed after cambodia?


when i came back after cambodia, i thought my life only revolved around my family, my friends and my friend.
so in my holidays, all i had time for was them.

haha, did loads of crazy happy things.
den evrything came to a standstill for a while. i was despondent most of the time but someone nice helped me get over it!
den ther was school. school started and ogl-ing was super. i love my fellow ogls in A7 and it was a good escape from lessons n tests.
den i became happier. but the reason for my happiness turned against me right now.


so much happened after cambodia but has cambodia really affected me significantly?
to an extent, yes.


i've kept to heart the first thing i've learnt there and that is
learning to let go...


the closer u hang onto something, the faster it slips right through your fingers.
and i have a strong grip.


maybe i haven't truly understand it all yet.
i dont know if i can bring myself to just forget.
it was love for me but what was it for you?







argh, meant to say so much more but i cant.
i'm too exhausted.
tomoro's our outing. (:



"we hate the people we love because they're the only ones that can hurt us."
Lyn Starling, sceenplay for Private Worlds

its true. i hate u the most. (esp now)
you're in a mess.



MUMMY I WANT THESE...
-Dictionary of Cynical Quotations by Jonathon Green
-The Devil's Dictionary by Ambrose Bierce, 1911