i should stop saving people's names under funny nicks in my phone!
i was puzzled for 15secs, thinkin who the hell do i call a retard in my phone.

i was thinking :
'RETARD in capital letters no less! must be a huge retard...who ar..who ar???"

den it hit me!
den i just snapped my phone close.
i will not reply to this kind of people anymore!


i thought "EVIL ELV" in my phone was bad enough.
now there is a "RETARD"


darn! why do i always make so many mistakes?


anyway, today is another NO-SCHOOL day!
well, its for me to catch up with the worklord i've been neglecting.



"weixin please assimilate yourself back into reality.
ogl days are over!"



oh please!
like orientation could ever be over?
stupid old woman! whaha!
i'm not history rep anymore!
take THAT!

i agree u are a good teacher but u just make me dislike history.
and i used to love it (so much)



haha i cant believ i took down all the funny stuff the teachers have been saying these past few days.
must stop, must stop.
i totally cannot concentrated in class!!!



its like "oh-so-BORRRRING".
boringthings needs boringfont!



why cant i have mel, ben n aidah with me!
i'm bored, bored, bored!


but thank god my IQ levels are moving up (slowly)
what can i say?
i have smart people for friends.





i wana be the emokid that no one talks to.
so for once, i can be free.
so that i can think.
i need a special place of my own to think...


anyway these few days have been fun, hor?
its like living a double life.
one, the student.
two, the supergirl after school rushing to evrywher!


monday was dance.
tues was tp, sg, j8.
wed was his.

thurs?
cant take it anymore!
must rest!
(thou later thers dinner n movies!)

fri is worse!
with cheena dance n tkd.



my mum is right!
i gottt too many commitments!




oh yeah just now i tot i wud b caught for skipping sch!
my dad came back becos he left his phone at home.
i thought he will see me and asked me why m i not in sch!

haha!
he dint.

even thou i was blasting music on the com and sitting in the living room.

way to go, dad!




well, thats that!
gotta "assimilate myself back into reality"
and my mountain LOAD of hwk.



don't scare me ever.
don't leave me just becos i'm not good in sch.
don't leave me becos i haven been doing hwk.
(i cant help if i'm stupid and horrendouslyLAZY!)




blackbookBUDDY.
i bet i have been boring you. ):
i'm sorry i'm not adept at this.

but heres one for you.
one of mrszahri's my lit/music/dance teacher in sec sch favourite poem.




The Clod and The Pebble

Love seeketh not Itself to please,
Nor for itself hath any care;
But for another gives its ease,
And builds a Heaven in Hell's despair.

So sang a little Clod of Clay,
Trodden with the cattle's feet:
But a pebble of the brook,
Warbled out these metres meet.

Love seeketh only Self to please,
To bind another to Its delight:
Joys in another's loss of ease,
And builds a Hell in Heaven's despite.

-- William Blake




so what is love to you?
are you the clod or pebble?




i'm a clod of clay.