Tuesday, January 30, 2007 @9:19 PM
oh gawd, my nose n throat has been killing me! they are still bleeding and i dread going to the doctor. evryone says i don't look sick. i look positively happy and cheerful. but think about it, beneath this cheerfulness, i'm really in pain. i cant eat. i feel so sick. its horrible. and the worse of it all, argh dont even want to say it. mummy found out i cut sch and stil go for dance. she is worried sick about me. i can tell. she offered me honey as soon as she saw the blood. she says i dont rest enough. thats why i cant get better. argh, i feel bad for my mum. i miss her. i wish i cud just stay home forever and sit for the alevels at the end of the year. evryone's emo right now. even buddy. oh buddy, don't you wish we can run away? i want to go to your secret place. let's start running.i don't know about you but i think you're awful. absolutely horrible. with a 100cherries on top.