Friday, February 09, 2007 @6:49 AM
dearDIARY,you know who you are.(ther's only one person so far this year, i've called diary)today was a superhectic day.dint start well at all!woke up late.wanted to go school even later.but i had test.GONE, were the plans to meet the ickydarling.no more surprise visit!just a cabride to school.wx theory : cabbies treat u nicer if u offer them sweets!i tested this theory thrice!ALL WORKED.i attempted aq during gp test. -.-dint noe it was supposed to be done later.felt class unity these past two days.i'm really happy and glad.atleast J2 wasnt that bad.before i forget,someone pangseh me n seng on thurs.wahlau, damn pissed.honestly!i'm so closed to killing him.today his fingers brushed against mine.i almost puked.anyway my class came to my hse on thurs.haha, our board can kickass.today we stayed back for cvd.was having a great time with the girls. (:but the whole day my mind was mulling over him.i SWEAR i was under constant verbal abuse from him the whole freakin ass day!morning,he went ranting about ANOTHER girl for more than 5mins when i was having secondpart of gp test. got damn irritated. hey i dont mind if u do things like this. but honestly dont have to tell me like super enthu right? mite as well go date her *rolleyes*afternoon,hey i'm sorry i kept calling you!i was freakin worried!i carried the phone with me thruout pe. my friends kept askin me "so how?" i was lost. dint noe what to reply. i was so so so worried.but at the hall i really dint hear my phone ring.i'm sorry i missed your call!night,it was f-ing late already.how could i ever have made it in time to your place?my phone batt was dying. i'm smelly like crazy. lugging this huge mounting board with me and a f-ing heavy bag. and i need to do preps for tom so f-ing early ok!why cudnt you understand?i was pissed that u honestly thought that i should just come over.i was bitching horribly on the phone to my valentine.honestly i had enough of your abuses.i wanted to call it quits.maybe it wasnt even meant to be.danielle's words rang in my head.you dint love me more than i do.you dont do shite ass things for me.so whats the point?wah, you'll nvr believ that i came close to crying!but he called me.and a simple "i love you, baby"just changed evrything.argh, was it even worth it?its not good when the guy cant offer u security.that he is yours and solely yours.words can only mean so much.its the actions that counts.how does he make u feel special.and that he will remain faithful.askin for another girl's number becos it was a dare doesnt qualify.was darn peeved that day.diary, cvd n 1mth is tom.i dont wan to be disappointed.no more no moreCOME TO YJC ON 11FEB LAR!YJC IS COOL OKAY!whoever says yjc sucks can go die.WE GOT CARNVIAL FROM 2 TO 9.COME AND SUPPORT MY STALL!!!i called loads of ppl n my phone that i thought would be free. (:til i'm too tired to cont.he dint call me.i waited.i'm so dumb.