Wednesday, February 28, 2007 @5:27 AM
nthe dance wasnt meant to be a joke.i was justtrying to be entertaining.humans are inherently selfish.but you were being more than human.i give up trying so hard.patrickstarfish said "thehorrorthehorror"whilst me typing this!no one bothers abt my feelings!!!i'm h u r t .okay, i'm really sorry i hung up BUT its not like you'll call me back anyway. i wanted to tell u how my efforts today all went to nought and you just simply seem to be the next disappointment. hey i understand your constrains. i well expected it long ago! but have u evre thought of how i would feel? this is the first time i reached home before 9pm and i thought of calling you but you dint even seem enthu abt it. maybe secretly inside u appreciated it but u could at least seem more interested or something! i dont know, maybe its just me.time to me now is very important.i value time more than anything else.that phonecall could have been spent doing readings or homework, a introduction for my essay could be written? but hey, its not like you ever considered how i would think. okay, i'm horrible for saying so, it is terribly untrue but i had a badday and so pardon me! i just want to complain okay!i just needed someone to confide in, i'm feeling so unhappy and i just wanted to share it with you. i wanted you to tell me things will be all right and you'll be there for me. but no, forget it. no one cares about me. its not just you but....ah!!! i'm just feeling horrible.would u call me when u see this or will you just dismiss it?i bet 99%dismissal, i stil hope u wil.oh well, i numbed to diappointments.so what else is new?i need another friend.dear diary,i think tomyam is sexy. hanging up on the phones without warning shud be made illegal and ducks are hot. dont u think school is like a pool? why is relationships nonexistant in weixin's life? oh, that yellow sunflower! how many days are there in week? is it 8? dont u think swimming pools are better if it was a square? heartbreaks are supernatural, i think.-love weixinprove why i cant think anymore.