Saturday, May 19, 2007 @9:13 AM
i feel like we are an active volcano that is erupting any second. well, it was fun while it lasted. its was your insecurities, your nonchalence, your insane pettiness and my temper that was the cause. you are the only one whose love is so limited and pettiness and temper limitless. i dont want to care anymore. but i cant. the more i try to push you out of my head, the more i think about you, about us. i wish it doesnt have to be this way. but i sick of saying sorry to you, you never learnt. and the process of recovery is getting longer and more tiring. its tiring. so tiring. why is caring for you so hard, so difficult? why must you make it so? i'm tired, so tired. if those girls are better, have more patience, more time that they have to waste away on you, so be it. go. i can never be like them. so make up your mind. if its me, then you better buck up mister and start pleading for forgiveness. if its them, good luck to you. i have never been treated like that before. never. rarrrr, i'm so angry. and being angry is making me hungry. rarrr, today was suppose to be my happy day and you wrecked it. cant you be that kind of guys that make evrything better instead of worser? rarrr, i just want to kill someone right now. you asked me to promise to give in to you. oh filthy hypocrite! when have you ever given in to me during a fight? you usually ignore me. isnt that the same as walkin away? its the same. both results in us not talking anymore what. rarrr, where that bag of m&ms? we need a punching bag at home. weizhe(my younger bro) is not enough anymore ):