OMG, i cant breathe. i just cant. how can something like that happen??? you DONT search for peoples blog when you see them in public, you DONT. just dont. i cant believe this kind of things happen! i can hardly find some of own friends blogs.
i'm deeply disturbed.
saturday was a day of disturbed rest. i tried to relaxed, i even baked mushrooms. haha!
i baked really good mushrooms and mum ALWAYS buys mushrooms just because I like them. one day i think i have to bake it for the DA! you guys so need to try!!!
oh yeah back to relaxing, it seems to never be enough. i mean i tried watching tv, playing computer, but it just makes me more tired and dread school more.
today i suddenly broke down. considering its the first time i did since it happen, you cant really blame me if the watertaps were on on full blast. it seems like all this unhappiness was bottled in and it suddenly all came out.
i watched us, like we have never been separated and it made me really sad. i know nothing will ever been the same again, you even deleted msg 156! but i really just miss having you around. and seeing you, knowing that we can never be like that for like forever, i felt a knot tighten in my heart. and i just cant stop crying.
oh, dearies, i'm all right now. its no matter. i'm still wearing those really comfortable shrek ears at home and i'm happy.
at least i'll try to be. (:
haha tomoro me&mq are going to help out at tkd nationals? or some sparring competition! haha, breakfast provided. well, it better be some good breakfast esp. when i have to wake up at 7.30am on a sunday morning. and i better see some gorgeous pecs and some cute kids! OR ELSE!
ohoh, comfy is back! (:
breakfast breakfast please!!!