i hate being the middle child. you get straight-out ignored by everyone else in the family. if my brothers complain anything, woah its like red alert in the family. if i try to even do so, its weixin for the cukookoo house = bigbig lecture.
i try to explain what a big bitch the new maid is, but NOOO, she is just fitting in.
whatever man, she sucks balls.
i cried all the way home after the everyone lecturing me about how i bitter i am. i try hard to cope but really i just wan to scream in their faces, "she is NOT barbie!!!" they dont feel the way i do, they dont have to deal with your best friend leaving you and never coming back. oh gawd, i'm so upset i dont even know where to begin. ):
today was supposed to be a nice day. the family went out and caught diehard 4.0, really great movie! but what the hell, the lecture just ruined everything.
i'm upset, i miss barb.
i need someone to talk too/ i need her.