Thursday, July 19, 2007 @7:51 AM
my mum hugged me today. i was crying. she was talking abt responsibilities. the first time i took a break i was happy.i had my afternoon nap and baked mushrooms, i'm happytil my bro was being anal and scold my dad, who in turn vent his anger on me did anything turned ard. bro scold dad, dad scold me and mum, mum scold me. so who do i scold? why does it have to end with me taking the heat from evryone?mum was just talking but i felt like she was reprimanding me.i'm studying so hard but it seems never to be enough.nothing i do seems to be enough. i dont see weixuan breaking down all the time during prelims. in fact he got corky-er, no doubt smarter too.stupid 95%attendance bullshit.i really want to skip school tom.i need counselling.maybe i can convince the teachers i'm depressed and they'll stop giving us hwk and so much stress.cheebyeschool, ):